I apologize in advance; the dipsomania is slowly subsiding. Yet, I can’t seem to conceal my feelings; my objective was to escape them.

I always seem to end up in this position. I get so close to pouring my heart out, until I decide to hold it in. Why should I complicate things, when everything could be so simple? Love… I just don’t know how to feel anymore; I’m confused, and I can’t fathom my thoughts in this current state.